The original post was accidentally deleted, I should have known better than to post on a phone. I hadn’t in me to do it all over again just then. Saturdays used to be my favourite day, until it was resigned to calculus classes instead of waking up late and reading for a few hours. Calculus, I have feeling it will lead me into trouble one of these days, forgive me but I can’t elaborate on that at the moment. Let me just say that I’m suffering from a bad case of scrambled brains.
I’m afraid to pick up a book to read lately for a few of reasons: A Game of Thrones is getting nerve racking so I must take a breather least I go into cardiac arrest; secondly, I really need sleep; thirdly, I have to push in more time for school work added to the work I have to do in the evenings. So you can imagine the time juggling I must do. I don’t like the idea of staying up late again, after successfully accomplishing the difficult task of sleeping early I would really hate to resume my midnight wakes, but it looks like I have no choice.
I’m finding it a problem to post for the past couple of weeks, I mean the ideas are there but I can’t seem to settle on one at the time. My mood has fluctuated lately, nothing to worry about I suppose, but I think it is slowly getting to me. Pinterest keeps me up with the streams of positive, feel-good quotes and sayings but for how long will it work and for how long will I be stranded in this current I’m surfing? These make me vulnerable to depression and I tend to think up a whole lot of crap when I’m in that dark place. I regret telling lots of the people I actually know, about my blog. I have to get away from myself and them too. It just sucks that they could be reading this.
I want to write more, like write every day. At least fifty or a hundred words. I think it would be good for me if I did. Do you believe that I am seriously considering writing? Yes! But mostly as a side job though it takes no joy out of the thought of being a published writer.
Before go, I’d like to say that I’m aware of the comments that still are unanswered. I promise that I will get around to them soon. As I’ve mentioned above, I’ll be making a firm attempt to write more stories (and poems), and I would really appreciate it if you reading this would please comment, I need critics! Whether you follow me or not, I would be most grateful.
Thanks for reading,